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The Soul of Oakland
is homeless
The Soul of Oakland
Is living in a car
The Soul of Oakland
Is hungry
The Soul of Oakland
Begging for change
The Soul of Oakland
sleeps under the freeway
The Soul of Oakland
is breaking in you car
The Soul of Oakland
Losing its mind
The Soul of Oakland
The soul soul
The soul of Oakland is dying for change
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2. |
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Chorus
Hand a tissue to my mama
Tell her I’m a goner
Demonize me on the 4:00 news
While my mama sings the blues
Face down on the concrete
Pleading to cops that I can’t breathe
Looked in my face but never saw me
Died slow crying for my mommy
Chorus
Oh
Crying out
I’m a human being
Oh
Say it loud
I’m a human being
Verse ft. Kev Choice
When you look at me
What do you see?
Royalty or a deity?
Why do you treat my existence like a felony?
And my pigment a conviction and a sentence
Death penalty
Was my last breath a guilty plea?
Yo, I’m innocent
I’m a human being
Just doing things that are normal
You consider me some type of animal
Like I’m disposable
I got family, dreams and hopes too
I’m loved too and I’m vulnerable
And emotional and I cry too
And I’ve done wrong
Done right too and I got rights
I deserve life just like you
I’m a human being
Chorus
Oh
Crying out
I’m a human being
Oh
Say it loud
I’m a human being
Bridge
(Kev)
I am a father and an author
A philosopher
A composer
I am culture
I am history and future
So much to offer
Look deeper
We just trying to prosper
My sisters and brothers
See us as us
Recognize the people and our power
(Candice)
They call me criminal
The message be subliminal
They treat me like an animal
But you don’t really want to know
Chorus
Oh
Crying out
I’m a human being
Oh
Say it loud
I’m a human being
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Child’s perspective (1)
Ages 1-2 (mmm)
When we had you
Life was a dream
Happy family (mmm)
Three through five
A roller coaster ride
Grandma took us in
Said we’d see you again (mmm)
Six through 10
When reality set in
I’d never get to have that daddy daughter dance (mmhmm)
Almost a teen
Remember me
No letters no calls
Knew grandma lied to me
Interspersed three part harmony (OOO)
Parent Perspective (2)
Lost and cold
Feel so alone
When will my baby
be coming home
I journey far to see(ee)ee
My child who was taken from me
My heart is where you’ll always be
Unison “hmmm”
Harmony “hmmm”
Adult Perspective (3)
Interspersed three part harmony (MMM)
One day lost the next ahead
Live a life like a life half dead
Love my loves do I love alone
Never even call on the telephone
Everyone in here looks like me
Debt I owe is slavery
Tunnels end light
Til it moves away
Never knowing my judgement day
Teen Perspective (4) - in total unison
Dantevion seventeen
Recidivism done come and killed His dreams
System fail
Gunshot bleed
chained to
Prison poplar trees
can’t outrun his destiny
It’s by his side
All he could see
He can’t set his body freeee-Losing
his identity
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4. |
Absence ft. Onyx Austin
03:37
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Chorus
We miss you
We miss you
We miss you
We miss you
Verse
I’m hoping you actually get this letter
I hoping that things may actually get better
I’ve been trying baby
To keep the family together
Waiting for your return
10 years seem like forever
Don’t they know you got mouths to feed
Some people gotta steal to eat
Sometimes you gotta fight for life
Hard to say what’s wrong or right
Desperate times lead to crime
Chorus
Verse
Last week the baby started to crawl
Your picture is hanging on his wall
I’ve been trying baby
To help him to remember
Although you are locked up
You are still his father
You did it all for him
Got your back until the end
When you trying to pay the bills
Pressure starts to feel unreal
The choice is either starve or steal
Bridge
Dear Daddy
I miss you so much. I wish you were here with me. Sometimes, I feel really sad because I can't see you or talk to you. But I know you love me and you're always thinking about me. I hope you're doing okay in there. I hope you're being good and making friends. I want you to know that I love you no matter what, and I'll always be here for you. I draw pictures for you all the time. I want to show them to you when you come home. I hope you can come home soon, so we can be together again. I love you.
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5. |
The Talk ft. MadLines
04:23
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Chorus
You ain’t got second chances
Black boy
Black boy
Mess up once and you’re branded
Black girl
Black girl
Verse
One strike
One time
Handcuffs
No mind
The tightrope you walk is so fine
You better not step out of line
No free
Mistakes
Poverty
High stakes
What they expect you to do
Just starve to death don’t break the rules
Pre-chorus
Mother hold her head and cry
Looking through the glass into her babies eyes
Chorus
Verse
Regret
No space
Won’t save
Your fate
Judges a jury no peers
Will sentence you to several years
The sin
Black skin
Guilty
Won’t win
Get out after serving your time
Find out life is passing you by
Pre-Chorus
Father hold his head and cry
Cuz his daughter is locked down and she’s doing time
Chorus
Bridge ft. MadLines
Lil man where was you at?
you know I love you to the moon and back but the cards is stacked
don't matter that you
gifted and black
we under attack
this is a fact
not fiction so listen,
learn you gone
need to discern
friend from opposition
It's a system
designed to break your spirit have you wishing for a slap on the wrist
they mad you exist
no wonder you pissed
wait, there go your sis...
queen!
Is there anything you need?
you can talk to me
I seen you in that whip it's clean but watch the company you keep
cuz I ain't getting sleep
nightmares of the police
Please be careful in these streets
Black boy
Black girl
Black child
you are my whole world
Black boy
Black girl
Black child
you are my whole world
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Teacher says take this referral
I storm out the classroom
10 minutes later the office clerk on the phone with my mama
Telling her she gotta come pick me up
My mama tell her you gotta wait til I get off work
The office clerk said: the school has a zero tolerance policy for repeat offenders
So I sit in frustration
Holding back tears with balled up fists
Waiting
My mama tells me I’m just like my uncle
But when I dressed my face with a smile
Tell her this violence runs through my veins
She don’t laugh
She dresses her face with concern
Reminds me that her sacrifices are far bigger than my temper
My mama says: baby boy these are not the sandy streets of Sudan
I know that East AFrican sun is still boiling your blood
But these hallways still belong to Oakland public schools
This system don’t care who you are
If you don’t gather your common sense now
You’ll end up fighting for your freedom
She tells me fighting is not worth your freedom
Baby boy
So I laugh instead of punching
And the teacher sends me home for laughing too loud
Apparently the price of smiling kids is too high for a classroom setting
It seems as if everything I do puts me in the wrong
And I can’t let this confusion out at the house
It’s just me and moms
She already gotta balance 3 jobs on her back
While juggling my mischief
And as she leaves for her night job
She tells me no one opens this door but her
Her hands molded by years of providing for us have blessed this doorknob
I promise you nothing gets passed it
What she don’t know if my teachers already taught me the arts of seclusion
She isn’t aware of how solitude has now become my best friend
She don’t know that sometimes I feel like tearing out of my own skin
She don’t know that I got conversations with myself as if I was talking to my teachers that usually go like this:
I swear to god these laughs is fake
Deep down I’m hurting but my body been deep conditioned to push down my hurt
So I can’t even cry
I’m supposed to thug it out
Through any obstacle I encounter
Which is why you see the problem before you see the child
Which is why you see my list of suspensions before you get a chance to hear me out
I am more problem than I am child
From the age of 7 I learned how to comfort my mama when no one else could
I held her in my arms, held back the urge to break down and watch tears trickle down her face
A never ending river of pain
I’m trying to process the absence of a parent
That started off in my life but withered away like he was a blunt nearing the end of its rotation
Only thing left of him that I can grasp is the ashes of a roach turned to dust
I’m a child trying to do what I can to stay out the streets
Cuz where I’m from we ain’t got money like that
And these crack rows offer access to everything the voting polls won’t let us have
Like clean water and maybe some therapy
Instead we got needles on playgrounds
And kids learning to hide their feelings until they become ticking time bombs
I say teacher
Do you know what it feels like to have your life on the line from birth?
If your answer is no, I sentence you to 5 years in the corner
Think about what you’ve done
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7. |
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Verse
Walking into class, heaviness on my chest (heaviness… on my chest..)
Why would I come back, when all I see is what I lack (all I see… is what I lack…)
Just another number on the board
I’m just another number to be ignored
Tried to speak my name, but all I feel is shame (shame) and pain (pain)!!
CHORUS (mezzo forte) -
Hear me
See me
Be my safety
I am here
Hear me
See me
Be my safety
I am here
Reflect me clear
Show me the greatness in me
VERSE 2 (connection in classroom) -
What an education, to have for free
So much intellectual reciprocity
Representation is a major key
To change the life of a brown kid like me
First period neglected
But in your eyes I’m excellent
Soon it will be homeroom, that’s where I’m reflective
My education has purpose
Because of you I know I’m worth it
CHORUS (forte) (harmony) -
Hear me
See me
Be my safety
I am here
(Fortissimo)
Hear me
See me
Be my safety
I am here
Reflect me clear
and show me the greatness in me (X3)
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School to poison pipeline
Poison in the groundwater
Cancer and asthma highlight
Environmental racism
The people getting restless
We’re praying for a change to come
We’re dying in these streets
Dying in our school system
Verse
Woke up
with a stomachache
It’s been bothering me all day
And I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
Pray the lord my soul to keep
My soul to keep
It’s hard to pay attention in class you see
Every time I lean down to read
My nose bleeds
And I’m
So tired
So tired
Too tired
Much to tired to be 17
Pre-Chorus
Something in the water
Chorus
Verse 2
Woke up
With aching bones
No energy for nothing just wanna go home
Now the slightest touch
Bruises me so much
Pray the lord my soul to keep
My soul to keep
My teacher don’t know what’s at stake
Every time I try to write
My hand just shakes
And I’m
So tired
So tired
Too tired
Much to tired to be 17
Pre Chorus
Something in the water
Bridge
Lead in water
Lead in water
Children
Whole lotta trouble in the water
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9. |
Broken
03:05
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Chorus (2x)
Why, why, why, why, why
Why you wanna see me broken broken broken broken broken broken
Verse
See me on the street with no shoes
Talking to myself singing the blues
Maybe even an outburst
Or two
You don’t know my life
Don’t know what it’s like
I lost it all
Lost my house
Lost my job
Lost myself
Don’t know what it’s like
Just to live’s a fight
Chorus (2x)
How many times I’m supposed to get knocked down before I stay down?
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10. |
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Verse
Inside
Outside
I hide
Cuz I’m being hunted
These streets
Police
Hate me
They that in common
Predators come in all shades
Like a slave
I’m a runaway
Keeping me head on a swivel
From Unofficial murderers and certified killers
Chorus
bullseye
Aim
Shoot
Blackness is a bullseye (1)
Target on your back if you’re black (2)
Verse
Blame me
Shame me
Don’t see
That I’m being hunted
Jobless
Hopeless
Distress
These are root causes
Predators come in all shades
Like a slave
I’m a runaway
Keeping me head on a swivel
From Unofficial murderers and certified killers
Chorus
bullseye
Aim
Shoot
Blackness is a bullseye (1)
Target on your back if you’re black (2)
Bridge ft. Karega Bailey of SOL DVLPMT
I know this Black skin glow
I know my black soul shine
I know poverty is a crime
And it’s all by design
I know life is made for the living
And it’s all borrowed time
And while they want to snuff my light I’m trying to see sunshine
They want our sons and daughters lined up for slaughter
Life as a martyr
But we working harder
Pushing the gospel to every corner
I pray his favor shine upon my black skin
And when those weapons formed against me keep me tapped in
Word as bond
Chorus
bullseye
Aim
Shoot
Blackness is a bullseye (1)
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12. |
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Chorus
I can’t make you care
Souls gotta take you there
Verse
I like gourmet coffee (6)
Vegan donuts too (5)
And I like martinis (6)
fancy bars with views (5)
And I love Malonga
Altars above ground
You can’t stand my drumming
Culture watered down
Rode a rented scooter
Drank artesian beer
Before uptown was downtown
I was already here
This was grandmas house
Where she raised 3
Can’t afford new condos
Painted over Malonga
Pre-chorus
Heartbeat (vamp)
Drumbeat (vamp)
Chorus
I can’t make you care
Souls gotta take you there
Verse
Sitting in this traffic
Commute much longer now
It used to be so easy
Getting round the town
Used to see so many
Red black yellow brown
A sea of melanin
The beauty of the town
Now we can’t even gather
Celebrating culture now
Policing of our bodies
a favorite past time now
Bittersweet the memory
Of old Oakland now
They fell in love with the culture
And pushed the artist out
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13. |
Exhibit A DJ Davey D Mix
59:15
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Mama Candice Oakland, California
Singer/Songwriter. Producer. Educator. Global Citizen. Activist.
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